Sometimes I wonder why I put so much effort into certain things, only to end up looking like a fool because of outside circumstances. It’s bad enough when I’m the one responsible. I can screw things up very nicely all by myself, without anyone’s assistance, thank you very much.
Creativity is a wonderful thing but I’m constantly having to remind myself that I have to do it for myself and not expect any feedback. Still, I’m only human and it just be nice to have a pat on the back every once in awhile, or even a simple acknowledgement. Just throw this dog a bone now and then! I need to know that my efforts aren’t a complete waste of time.
I’m sorry that I feel this way at times. I know my logic is twisted. My heart isn’t on my sleeve as often as it used to be, but sometimes I still hurt even when I know deep down it’s not important in the grand scheme of things.
As stubborn as I am, I’ll carry on anyway. Even if it’s detrimental to my sanity. I need to get a life… :stupid:
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If it is what I think it is that you’re rambling about in your cryptic post… :ask: well, I think you must give it time – I know, you didn’t get fed patience with your mother’s milk, but do try to take it easy! And do carry on!!
I can’t imagine that anyone sees you as a fool… :no: It’s all in the mind!
I’m sorry you feel this way. I know we all get that way. Sometimes, I feel that everything I do, none of it is very important. But It’s wrong to think that.. What you do is important./ Just think about the movie, “It’s aWonderful life”.. You know that you touch someone everyday, and just do not realize it..
Keep On Keeping On!
:sunny: :daisy: :hug:
I believe you’re right on schedule..so to speak. we are all ” coming along ” in our
own time, yet together somehow. I think of and listen to Al Stewarts tune ” Time
Passages” that touches on the truth that time truly is relative and we may have arrived yet our circumstances deceive us where visibility is often low. v. versa
:chef: