I’m in a pretty decent mood, surprisingly, considering what I’m about to go through. The way I see it, it could be worse. And I’m blessed in the fact that I have a whole lot of people praying and thinking about me today and tomorrow. God’s grace and love amazes me.
My appointment with the surgeon is at 10 a.m. I think Randy has decided to cancel his own appointment so he can be with me, although I told him not to. Since when do men ever listen to anything we have to say? 
Actually, I will feel a lot better having him by my side, to take in the information. My brain has a hard time remembering details sometimes and having an extra set of eyes and ears doesn’t hurt. Especially when they put me under anesthesia tomorrow.
I wouldn’t recommend this as a method of losing weight, but I’m doing the “liquid in, liquid out” diet today. Maybe this will be the worst part.
Sleep will probably evade me, as my brain will probably be wide awake and tummy growling. I woke up at 2 am last night and was awake for an hour. Not fun.
Depending on what time they want me at the hospital tomorrow, this may be my last blog for a couple of days.
I wish you all health and happiness. And if I have ever hurt any of you, whether intentionally or unintentionally…I ask for your forgiveness. I’m really trying to be a better person day by day.
Peace and Love! :heartkiss: :group-hug:
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Hey girl, I’ve been (and will be) thinking of you almost non-stop; I know what you’re going through – but it’ll soon be all over, and all will be fine! :yes:
PS: I can’t imagine you hurting anyone intentionally!!!
Oops, I forgot: I dedicated my blog post of today to you…
((((((((BEANIE)))))))))
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Since I´m taking a meditation course for a couple of weeks now, all my thoughts will be with you!
You´ll be okay!!
— Crazy —
I’ll bet (after the growling tummy at night) your biggest challenge will be being patient with your healing. Take your time, and don’t rush things. Use the time to read what hasn’t been read and listen to what hasn’t been heard. Enjoy your recoup time! ((((Kathy))))
~Paul
I echo Paul’s thoughts. Don’t get too impatient with the healing process. It takes time…and it does it in it’s own time regardless of how quickly you want it to happen. Paint, read, listen to good music, and generally relax. Thinking of ya! (((((Kathy)))))
Even here in Holland I thought of you today, though you don’t even know me, but I read your blog every once it a while!
So I hope you are doing fine when you read this. Now it is time to relax and recover from the operation. :sleep:
Thank you all!!
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