Randy’s company is beginning to show its true colors, which is more than a little scary.  I’ll just say that they aren’t basing job security on the right things.  It’s typical media management in a lot of ways, so it doesn’t really surprise me after so many years of Randy being in the radio biz.  He is at the point where he doesn’t feel emotionally attached anymore.  It’s sad, but time moves on.  As it does, you become outmoded, outdated.  That’s reality in today’s world.

I don’t fear it as much as I used to.  I’ve come to realize that God pretty much takes care of us no matter what.  I know whatever shakes out will be for the best, even if it’s a little nerve-wracking at the moment.

I’m hoping I’ll be able to handle this job with Amphion.  It’s a huge challenge, but I’ll do my best.  If I can’t cut it, I’ll do something else.  I know I have skills.  I just need to find my place in the sun.  I think that’s what Randy is feeling…the need to have a job that is fulfilling, not just one that pays the bills but leaves you feeling unstable.

Onward through the haze…